Things That Give Me Anxiety.
  • being late
  • things i said five minutes ago
  • things i said five years ago
  • people touching me
  • being around a ton of people
  • being yelled at
  • wondering if people are talking about me
  • every action i do
  • and just about everything else


im really fucking sarcastic for someone who’s about to start crying most of the time


With your unprecedented love, you have broken me
You broke my heart, shattered into pieces
The same ones I put together yesterday, are the ones killing me once again
Above all, I feel guilty
I will never love you the way you love me, or in the way you deserve

With every untrue and exaggerated thing you say to paint me in colors which don’t exist inside me
With every poem of me that complicates me in ways I will never understand
With each confession and simple truth which aren’t simple or new at all
With every tear that drowns me more than it does you
You’re making me out to be someone I will never be
That will never be me

So please
Don’t pretend I’m better than I actually am
Don’t talk about me in words that are prettier and more gentle than I could ever be
Don’t call me beautiful because that’s the last thing I was when I pushed you away